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Maybe I'm Dreaming
By Owl City
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AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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We the Kings
By We the Kings
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ok, so God knows what He is talking about. Ive been trying my absolute hardest for the past two (probably more) weeks to get this band going. I have made myself miserable (literally miserable) by trying to get everything together for it (members, recording, equipment, practice place, etc.). Tonight, I've come to the conclusion that I don't want to worry about it anymore. I quit. My band. haha.
The thing is, is that I had left my rock out of the picture. I was so focused on the goal, what i wanted, that i failed to see Christ wanting to be a part of my plans. How could i leave my best friend, my Creator out of the picture? How come I can forget Him so easily? This absolutely baffles (ha funny word) me! I do not get it! Also, I know how it feels to be walking with God like im supposed to. It feels AMAZING, yet I walk away from that so candidly.

I am so lucky I have such an amazing savior.

Psalm 18:2
The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.

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This Providence
By This Providence
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for the first time in my life, i have experienced stress. stress about exams, quizes, my future... im sure there's a lot more, but im kinda new to the stress thing, so sorry xanga world. But i hate it. i dont know whether i had jsut really relied on God, or if i just never cared about stuff, but now i do care. Something changed. I have places i want to be. Goals i want to acheive and now im willing to put forth the effort for them.
But in the back of my mind, there's always the thought of, why bother, you dont even think God is going to allow you to go to those places and do the things you want because he has other plans for you and that above all, stresses me out. Its like in those moments, hope is gone.
I know this may sound a little over the top, but its honest.

2 Thessalonians 2:16
May our Lord Jesus Christ himself and God our Father, who loved us and by his grace gave us eternal encouragement and good hope.

this might not apply, but i like it.

there may be a part 2 when im more level headed

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Metro Station
By Metro Station
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So far, this year has been everything i could've imagined and more. Times is awesome! At the beginning of the summer, i would've never imagined i would be where i am today. Ive gone through some major changes and knew God had a plan and it has been amazing! I've met some godly guys here at TSU, found some school pride, and getting really involved both in church and in school. God constantly provides opportunities for me such as this church in Granbury which ive never talked to anyone about playing there. The music minister watched a video of me on facebook which honestly wasn't very good! God is amazing! He has a plan for everything! AND!! I am honestly dating the girl of my dreams! Life is AMAZING! GOD is AMAZING! and I am SO happy im along for the ride! God has put me here for a reason and is equiping me everyday, providing opportunity after opportunity and that makes me SO excited about what He has in store for me!

I am so elated about the things of God.